Polyamory Weekly

There’s a word for a sexual trend that imprints in your young mild when you first hit puberty. Sadly, I don’t remember what it is. But the idea is that if, when your hormones start raging, say, bell-bottoms are in style, then you tend to imprint bell-bottoms as sexy, and you will most likely always find them sexy, perhaps even to the point of fetish.

I don’t have such a youthful obsession story, at least not for today. But I’ve often wondered where my bukkake fetish came from, and it’s pretty clear: the first porn I ever watch contained a bukkake scene.

It was New Wave Hookers 2, and I watched it in the early 90s with my monogamous, vanilla boyfriend. (I was monogamous and vanilla at that time as well.) There were other scenes, but the one that stuck in my mind was one in which a girl was laid out on the table, surrounded by cocks, and she took them all in her hands and mouth, over and over.

I’m pretty sure this scene is what made me a cum slut. Ever since then, I’ve not had a single masturbatory fantasy that didn’t involve at least some aspect of multiple cocks and lots of cum.

As to why this particular scene stuck me so strongly, I’m not sure. The uncharitable might say it’s because I like being the center of attention or the only woman in a sea of cock; the more knowledgeable might say it’s because it involves an element of force and submission, which is also a long-running theme in my masturbatory fantasies. Either way, this video got me to appreciate vanilla porn and fueled many a fantasy for many a year after.

What about you? Do you remember your first porno?